I rather....
I rather be in texas right now with my best friend who i havent seen/spoken/laughed/etc. enough with in the last few years.

I rather be in Black Rock City watching the man burn tonight.  Im currently watching a live feed of it online, it is totally not the same.  but im glad to have reassurance that it does exist outside my memories.

Instead, im in Seattle with 5 weeks left before i graduate.   Ive been working on my business project which requires me to crunch numbers, figure out my finances and plan [future] goals.  Its been a mixture daunting angst, denial, honesty and relief, followed up by the need for some good whiskey.  And thats just the business portion.  most of my fellow classmates have senior-itis, im just trying to get my ass in gear as i attempt to be a responsible adult with bills. hell, ive spent the last 17 years in formal education with my parents supporting me to some degree. 

I never wanted to grow up, but ill do the best i can with what i got.